Jus cant believe i m sad when it is near my bd...tat time i jus hope my bd come n hope for some happy ting to cheer me up but bd oso heaven come i m dw already...haiz...who really understand hw i feel?who can understand me?i wan to b happy but there will b always 1 bunch of fucking pp to b there making sure i wont b...y?! life is really sad...wan to cry out but to who?wan to say it out but hw?wan to die but tat is nt the way out...or i m jus too scare...actually if tat person/moment/time didnt come in at the rite time i might nt b here any more...n i mean it...hw i wish i can hav a peaceful life...n the life tat i wanted it to b...who can help me?who can i find?who keep their promise?who can i trust?who are my frens?WHO!!!FUCK UP!!!
