i read my fren nick n i tink it quite suit me too...i look happy everyday but u tink m i truely happy?i like tat...i always wanted to b happy n i gt lots of reasons to b too but i jus feel tis hole tis empty feeling in me...hw can i fill tis up?but nw it changes abit,to the better side,b cos i try to change n my bro helping me to do tat...but the empty hole is still there...guess i will nev noe wat is true happiness again...