wat is happening?! wat is going on in my life?! y it gt to b like tat?! y cant it jus like wat i x pected?! y is it totally different?! y the fuck i m here in the 1st place?! am i suppose to b here?! tell me some1 pls?! i find nth to lifve 4...i live 4 frens,brother,family nw all look like it is gone....so wat can i live 4?i should jus die long ago...y?!